Hey. If u have noticed i have been super stressed out...one is because of my illness which does not seem to be gettin better....the other is because of SJAB. I am very confused now...i totally dont noe wat to do. My whole team does not want to go for comp anymore n i am really losin hope fast....i hardly have anythin left to cling on to. Is like i am fallin down a cliff n i am already hangin on to the ledge with last finger. Was persuadin felicia n alicia to not quit comp n after talked to felicia for about 20 min...i totally cried for 2 over hours... Good thing my dad was there to console me. Haiz....i really dont noe wat to do. 3/4 of me wants to quit as well but i just have tat last bit of hope left. Mock comp will decide everythin. Have been havin a headache for the whole day n u can see tat i hardly had a smile on my face.. Now i am feelin super weak. Dont tink will be goin for mock comp cause as u can guess it...i am not feelin well at all. N there is no way i am goin to be able to shout at all. I still really dont noe wat to do. Alan, SCK n Evelyn are still persuadin me to stay on but my whole team is pullin me down...help...wat to do....alan is tellin me to hold on for a while more. N from the number of people who have been askin me to continue...i shall just hold on for as long as i can. But i doubt tat will be long... Shall end my post here n tink of wat to do now...post another time...
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